December 2009
31 posts
Definitely, Maybe.
“The human heart has hidden treasures, In secret kept, in silence sealed; The thoughts, the hopes, the dreams, the pleasures, Whose charms were broken if revealed” -Charlotte Bronte
Why do i feel as if i just watched a picture perfect illustration of my life as-it-is and as-it-will be on screen? Heck i even wanted to name my daughter Maya.
In a lifetime, you will come across people who you...
“You wanna know more, more, more about me? Gotta know reverse psychology.”
– Skye Sweetnam
“The only way to find true happiness is to risk being completely cut open.”
– Chuck Palahniuk
Sweet Symbiosis
Like a way of life.
Like an attachment to a comforting host.
Like what seemed to be mutuality slowly turned into something else. A physiological and psychological dependence. A kind of settling that provides the necessary nourishment, support and comfort for the parasite, at the expense of the host.
Like an absence of independence, latching onto anything that hints a sense promise. Slowly...
“As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn’t supposed to ever...”
– Unknown (via http://radarzine.com/shelley) (via kaprizka)
Six Feet Under The Stars
He looks at his watch, it’s a quarter to five.
As he walks home from another late night out, for once not intoxicated or soaked with the stench of alcohol.
Enjoying the scent of the fresh morning air, he notices patterns of little drops of frozen crystals suspended in the atmosphere.
Swaying his hands up and down, glazing up at the constellation of stars projected upon the celestial...
Diamonds Aren't Forever
I have loved, and I have lost I have turned, and I have tossed I have listened, and I have watched I’ve gave into this for long enough I have lost, and I have loved
-Bring Me The Horizon
Neither of us can see
In the end nothing is all and all was nothing. But what was something is missing and what was missing is gone. It’s a dream within a dream, a never ending dream that neither of us can see. - J.Y
Boring Brick
I’m bored. My mind wonders when i’m bored. When my mind wonders, its never good. It’s like what Chuck says:
“All God does is watch us and kill us when we get boring. We must never, ever be boring.”- Chuck Palahnuik
4/12/09
My sobriety streak starts today :)
Girl
Is there anybody going to listen to my story All about the girl who came to stay? She’s the kind of girl you want so much It makes you sorry Still you don’t regret a single day.
-The Beatles
Wasted Wednesday
Another thirsty night, accompanied by a series of events which led me to my usual spot, the toilet bowl. I think I’ve bonded with my toilet bowl like no other man has with his; i sleep with it more often than horny-twenty-year-old couples sleep with each other.
Mixing is definitely bad, I tend to forget this every time. Had five cans of tigers as an entree, two of which downed. Followed by...